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depression creeping in slowly 20.10.2018 02:26:46

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Depression creeping in slowly I didn’t want to blog today. I slept most of the day until my stupid mother called me to see where I was. I am 42, not 12. Then I got the why are you sleeping? The answer is the same. Pain kept me up. I couldn’t settle down after the […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Useless appointment and other things 17.10.2018 23:54:07

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Useless appointment and other things I had little sleep last night. In my painsomnia brain, I had decided to have an 0815 alarm. Why, I don’t remember. I just shut it off and went back to sleep. I am glad I didn’t touch my med alarm or I would have been screwed. I forced myself […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

about today’s therapy session 26.07.2018 03:02:29

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After I wrote my blog last night, I stayed up for maybe an hour and then I crashed. I was so wiped out and knew if I fought it, I was going to get overtired and then sleep whenever. So I basically fell asleep by 2130. But fucking stupid pain woke me at 0100. Again […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

randomness 23 July 18 24.07.2018 02:10:33

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Randomness 23 July 18 I sent off an email to my psychiatrist sometime last night as I was in so much pain and I was angry. I told her I didn’t want to see her and to say this email is notification of cancellation of our next appt. I eventually went to sleep sometime after […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

it is hot and I am hangry 03.07.2018 01:01:04

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It is hot and I am hangry I have been in a kind of pissy mood most of the day. I found out that it is because I am hungry. I felt better once I had breakfast and then didn’t eat again until I got home from therapy. I was so friggen angry. Every moron […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

6 August 2018 07.08.2018 01:29:39

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6 August 2018 I’ve decided for the month of August, I am going to use the date as my title, unless I can come up with a fancier title. I have found that I am just reusing my previous titles and coming up with something fresh is hard, after 6 years of blogging. Can’t believe […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

What I started writing yesterday and stuff I did today 23.06.2018 02:08:20

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What I started writing yesterday and stuff I did today So this is what I wrote yesterday: I am so flipping enraged. Just came from seeing my pcp. He was interested in how I was doing with the med change. Jerk said he was extremely skeptical about opioids helping me at all. Well take this […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Feeling lifeless again with jelly legs 10.09.2018 23:45:19

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Feeling lifeless again with jelly legs I woke up in the middle of the night again. I can’t remember what for. I just know it disrupted my sleep. I woke up a little before my med alarm and kind of just laid there until it went off. I just didn’t want to get up. By […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

About Therapists 25.09.2018 21:50:34

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About therapists I have been thinking about writing this for a while, just an overview about the many therapists I have had from all different degrees and orientations. I started off seeing a school counselor. She was getting her degree in counseling, though I am not sure if it was as a school counselor or […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

back pain sucks! 20.09.2018 21:05:44

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Back pain sucks! I woke up in the same position I went to sleep in, which is weird because I almost never do. My back was hurting. I slowly shift so I could take my meds and get up. Standing hurt like a SOB. My legs were hurting so bad. And I could not stand […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

World Mental Health Day 11.10.2018 04:54:02

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This is going to be negative but I don’t care as it is my lived experience: I’ve been in therapy since I was 15 because I self-harmed. Seen a wide range of therapists from social workers to psychologists to psychiatrists. Most have ended treatment with me for various reasons. I am now on therapist number […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Catch up and a little today stuff, too haha 06.10.2018 21:51:22

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Catch up and a little today stuff too haha So yesterday I didn’t write a blog because after my two appointments in Boston, I was tired so took a nap that lasted longer than I wanted it. Then it was game time and after I took my night meds, I was struggling to stay up […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

World Mental Health Day 11.10.2018 04:54:02

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This is going to be negative but I don’t care as it is my lived experience: I’ve been in therapy since I was 15 because I self-harmed. Seen a wide range of therapists from social workers to psychologists to psychiatrists. Most have ended treatment with me for various reasons. I am now on therapist number […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Things that annoyed me and other stuff 21.06.2018 02:47:20

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Things that annoyed me and other stuff I woke up around 0330 in pain. Took me a while to get back to sleep. I think it was around 5 when I did. I woke up next because of my med alarm. I took them and then my bladder had to go. I went downstairs and […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

How a grumpy day turned awesome! 27.06.2018 01:45:15

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How a grumpy day turned awesome (skip to end if you don’t want the boring parts) I woke up grumpy. I kept waking up at odd hours, mostly because I was afraid I was going to sleep through my alarm. When the alarm finally went off, I was not wanted to get out of bed […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Guess who… 02.10.2018 01:48:00

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I was able to shave and shower this morning. I had a ton of time before I had to leave. I took my time getting ready. I guess the bus I needed to take to the Square was delayed as the other bus came. I decided to take it rather than wait. I figured in […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Once again having to figure things out on my own 12.10.2018 00:20:16

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Once again having to figure things out on my own Last night I wrote a blog about my frustrations in therapy. I basically have until Sunday around noon time to either cancel my appointment with my therapist or not. It still is in the air. I know that I should talk to him but I […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Once again having to figure things out on my own 12.10.2018 00:20:16

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Once again having to figure things out on my own Last night I wrote a blog about my frustrations in therapy. I basically have until Sunday around noon time to either cancel my appointment with my therapist or not. It still is in the air. I know that I should talk to him but I […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com