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A day of rest yet still in pain 17.09.2018 21:44:39

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A day of rest yet still in pain Yesterday I stayed in bed most of the day. I slept for the majority of the time. Both ankles were still hurting and my left foot/ankle was still swollen, though not as much. It really didn’t go down until late last night. I wanted to write a […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Swirl of Things Saturday Blog 15 Sept 18 15.09.2018 19:59:58

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Swirl of things Saturday Blog 15 Sept 18 If you are a daily reader, I apologize for not writing for a few days. I’ve been in a lot of pain and yesterday I had my cousin’s wedding. It went well. My ankle is still swollen from last night and I have the concert to go […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

three hour evaluations 13.09.2018 02:13:19

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Three hour evaluations I had my three 1 hour evaluations today for the pain program. First one was with the social worker. Think I gave too much information about my suicidal history than I would have liked. I did have a teaching moment where I told her “safety contracts” were shit and safety planning was […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

just another busy day with PT 12.09.2018 02:01:21

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Just another busy day with PT I didn’t get much sleep last night. My feet got cold as the temps were chilly. Then they warmed up after wearing thermal socks. I took them off and OMG my foot went berserk. It felt like a knife was cutting an arc in my foot. It took several […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Feeling lifeless again with jelly legs 10.09.2018 23:45:19

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Feeling lifeless again with jelly legs I woke up in the middle of the night again. I can’t remember what for. I just know it disrupted my sleep. I woke up a little before my med alarm and kind of just laid there until it went off. I just didn’t want to get up. By […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Sunday Blog 9 Sept 18 10.09.2018 03:13:52

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Sunday blog 9 Sept 18 I woke up around 2 in pain. My damn genitals felt like they were being crushed. No idea if they were or not. There was nothing there but OMG the pain when I touched myself was unreal. It took a few hours to settle down. When I woke up to […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Saturday Blog 8 Sept 18 09.09.2018 03:21:52

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Saturday Blog 8 Sept 18 I didn’t know if I would write a blog today. I slept kind of later than I liked so I didn’t bake. Then I had dinner at my sister’s, which was a couple hours after having breakfast. My stomach is killing me for whatever reason. My sister just used lemon […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Feeling tired after a long day 08.09.2018 01:43:51

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Feeling tired after a long day I woke up early, a few hours before my alarm because I had to move but it was not easy. I was in pain from the position I was in. I turned over carefully and slightly went to sleep, only to wake up because that position caused my elbow […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Hot and humid and feeling exhaustipated 06.09.2018 02:05:54

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Hot and humid and feeling exhaustipated (note, I “stole” pic from twitter so might be taken down) I thought the weather was going to be cooler, but I guess maybe tomorrow that starts. I had a rough time getting up. I woke up before my med alarm and I had all the intention of taking […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Buses, voting, and feeling accomplished 04.09.2018 20:18:56

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Buses, voting, and feeling accomplished I woke up about quarter to seven. I wanted to sleep so I fudged the med alarm so it wouldn’t go off. I took my meds. But I had a hard time falling back to sleep. I was feeling edgy. I had to make three phone calls and then go […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Sunday Blog 3 Sept 18 03.09.2018 23:58:36

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Sunday Blog 3 Sept 18 I wrote a blog via my phone in the WordPress app back in March. Someone recently commented on it and I replied. He replied. I read it to refresh my memory and found like two errors. I knew immediately it was done on my phone only because when I type […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Luke Combs Top Songs 03.09.2018 03:12:39

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Luke Combs top songs I wanted to get my favorite Luke Combs songs in my top 25 playlist so I created a playlist with just those songs I liked. Beautiful Crazy and One Number Away are already on there but the others aren’t, yet. My app keeps track on how many times I play a […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Saturday Blog 1-Sept-18 02.09.2018 01:26:14

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Saturday blog 1 Sept 18 I should put do not disturb on more often when there are days I don’t have to do anything. I have it set so only my mother can call me, if there is a problem. But she didn’t call me today and I slept till 3 pm! I had woken […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

30 Aug 18 31.08.2018 01:33:32

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30 Aug 18 I am in a flare right now because I helped my mother with dinner. I was in my room and she yelled for me so I kind of ran down the stairs to make sure she was alright. Next thing I know she is telling me to do this and that for […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

28 Aug 18 29.08.2018 01:35:14

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28 Aug 18 My cell phone provider has been calling me all week. I finally answered the phone and they wanted me to upgrade. I told them to take me off their list as I will upgrade when I want not when you tell me to! Idiots. I had PT today. My leg cramped up […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

27 Aug 18 28.08.2018 03:00:12

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27 Aug 18 I am taking the bus three fricken hours before my appointment and I still don’t have time to write in my journal after I get my drink and maybe some food at Starbucks. I have like maybe a half hour. Damn bus is just not coming at the time I need it […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

26-Aug-18 27.08.2018 01:53:11

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26 Aug 18 Didn’t write a blog yesterday. I did a lot of stuff once my groceries delivered. I then crashed around 1430 and I was done for the day. My mother called me for dinner and it took me a half hour to get up and eat something. I stayed up for a little […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

24 Aug 18 25.08.2018 00:19:14

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24 Aug 18 I have had a not so great day. My alarm went off a couple of time, I am not sure. I finally shut it off but had no intention to get up. Then my med alarm went off and shit, had to get up because I had to catch the 930 bus. […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Diagnosis, pain, and other things on 23 Aug 18 24.08.2018 01:40:22

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Diagnosis, pain, and other things on 23 Aug 18 I saw my neuro today. I have been seeing her for over 10 years. She called me by my birth name and I had to correct her. She said she didn’t notice it before I said something. I said you’ve known me for a long time […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

20 Aug 2018 21.08.2018 01:49:48

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20 Aug 2018 I went with my mother to her doctor’s appt. The ride to the doc’s was late. My mother got the return time mixed up. She thought it was later and it wasn’t so the driver wasn’t happy. Then we went to the bank to deal with some issues and we were there […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

19 Aug 18 20.08.2018 02:21:37

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19 Aug 18 I have been having a bad day. Started with my sister calling me asking about my mother. She called and didn’t get an answer. I didn’t want to go downstairs. I am tired of doing this. I am a light sleeper, if something happened, I would have heard it and I would […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

18 8 18 19.08.2018 02:19:08

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18 8 18 I decided to put the numbers of the date rather than the date, month spelled, year. I think the numbers of today are cool. I didn’t write a blog yesterday. I wanted to but I was in so much pain and had so many meltdowns that I just was too exhausted to […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

16 Aug 2018 17.08.2018 02:52:00

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16 Aug 2018 I must have spent too much time in the kitchen. I am sneezing like crazy. The pollen count is high. I am going to take my night meds soon, which has my Allegra. Speaking of Allegra, I got two DMs from them on Twitter, wanting my information. I just ignored them. I […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

14 Aug 18 15.08.2018 02:02:44

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14 Aug 18 The lunatic didn’t come over and I was grateful. I woke up around 0330 to go to the bathroom and then was up for a bit. Think I read some of my book until meds kicked in to bring me back to sleep. I didn’t sleep long, just about 4 hours or […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Lunatic and other things 14.08.2018 01:49:48

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Lunatic and other things So this was my FB post around 11 this morning: “I didn’t go today. My foot was bothering me when I woke. Then my lunatic aunt gives me a heart attack as she goes up the stairs. I thought something was wrong with my mother. I get up, painfully walk to […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Sunday 12 Aug 2018 13.08.2018 01:29:10

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Sunday 12 Aug 18 I did a lot today when I didn’t want to. I planned on doing the laundry and then resting the rest of the day. My mother decided to call me before 10 am to do it as she emptied the hamper in the bathroom but couldn’t pick up the clothes to […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Tired of being exhausted and exasperated 12.08.2018 02:43:56

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Tired of being exhausted and exasperated I had another bad night of no sleeping until late in the morning. I honestly have no idea what time I went to sleep. Think I slept for a few hours and then had to use the bathroom because I drank water with a protein bar so I could […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Hurricane by Luke Combs 11.08.2018 02:09:05

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Hurricane by Luke Combs Fricken love this song. It is I think his first hit. I must have listened to it over a thousand times. Then when his album came out, I listened to One Number Away and it still stands as one of my top 25 songs on my MP3 player. I love Luke […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

9 Aug 2018 10.08.2018 01:23:54

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9 Aug 2018 I had wanted today to be a self-care day. I made breakfast and coffee, then went up to my room, hoping to finish Norse Mythology. I have a few chapter left. I played with my phone and then settled down to read. I read one chapter when the coffee made me really […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Twitter Rant: Body Dysmorphia 10.08.2018 03:33:04

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Twitter Rant: Body Dysmorphia I am having serious body dysmorphia because I am literally stuck in my female body and I want to be a male. but due to my pain condition, I can’t have T to move forward with my transition. I want top surgery but can’t have it because of $$$. I have […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Swear post warning offensive language here in 09.08.2018 07:38:33

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Swear post warning offensive language here in So about two hours ago, I was smelling something. Had no idea what the hell it was. I thought maybe a cord was burning, something was catching fire, checked all my wires and electrical stuff. Nothing. I go downstairs to see if my mother sprayed something, and it […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

8 Aug 2018 09.08.2018 01:01:26

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8 Aug 2018 I had a good session with my therapist. I told him about the saga with my primary care office. I had to nurses, both beginning names with B that I called bubbleheads because that is what they are. After we talked about those idiots, I told him about how my suicidality was […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

6 August 2018 07.08.2018 01:29:39

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6 August 2018 I’ve decided for the month of August, I am going to use the date as my title, unless I can come up with a fancier title. I have found that I am just reusing my previous titles and coming up with something fresh is hard, after 6 years of blogging. Can’t believe […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

„Er ist gerade in der Pubertät!“ 06.08.2018 12:00:23

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Wie werden Adoleszenz und Disability im Jugendfilm dargestellt? Und welche Normen vermitteln die dargestellten Szenen? Zeichensetzerin Alexa hat sich näher mit diesem Thema beschäftigt und zwei Buchverfilmungen als Beispiele herangezogen: „Crazy“ von Benjamin Lebert und „Umweg nach Hause“ von Jonathan Evison. Der Beitrag ... mehr auf buecherstadtkurier.com

Sunday blog 5 Aug 18 06.08.2018 02:54:52

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Sunday Blog 5 Aug 2018 I’m listening to 1989 again. I spent most of the day sleeping because I woke up around 0530 in pain. Tomorrow I got to go to the pharmacy and get more meds. I can’t fill the ER ones but I think I can fill the ones I take as PRN. […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Saturday Blog 4 Aug 2018 05.08.2018 01:19:41

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Saturday Blog 4 Aug 2018 I woke up in pain around 0800. I decided to take my morning meds early. I used the bathroom. My mother was eating breakfast and my sister was doing something in the kitchen. She was walking all around so I have no idea what she was doing. I went back […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

3 Aug 2018 04.08.2018 01:51:08

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3 Aug 2018 I left my house around 920 and didn’t come home till around 1645. It was a long day. I made breakfast and packed a lunch. I didn’t finish it all so I might have it for dinner. I wore my black air cast in a white sneaker and my white AFO in […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

2 Aug 2018 04.08.2018 01:51:08

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2 Aug 2018 I left my house around 920 and didn’t come home till around 1645. It was a long day. I made breakfast and packed a lunch. I didn’t finish it all so I might have it for dinner. I wore my black air cast in a white sneaker and my white AFO in […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Sprained Ankle? Sprained ankle 03.08.2018 03:59:54

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Sprained ankle? So yesterday, I tripped over my own foot. It had gone inward and I lurched forward. I knew it was more than it because I felt like I moved something and it was painful. Later last night, my foot was hurting and I looked at my foot and it was pretty swollen. I […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

1 Aug 2018 02.08.2018 03:56:05

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1 Aug 2018 I thought of a neat title for yesterday’s blog, but I was so tired, I never got to write it. I wrote it while I was at Starbucks today because I messed up my appointment time with my therapist but I have been goofing off on the internet the last 2 hours […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com