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Night out 21.07.2018 04:02:24

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I had another rough night sleeping and woke up via my med alarm, took meds, and went back to sleep. I got up around noon and made something to eat. I also made a cup of tea. I would be having espresso so I didn’t want to make coffee. I checked on my niece but […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Should be a warning for changing sheets when you have chronic pain 24.06.2018 01:51:33

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Should be a warning for changing sheets when you have chronic pain I literally spent the day changing my bed. I started by washing my fleece Red Sox blanket. It is more of a throw but it covers me well and is nice and cozy. While it was in the washer, I had breakfast, made […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

hot and sleepy day 09.07.2018 00:23:44

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Hot and sleepy day I woke up around 0100. I didn’t fall back to sleep until after 0300. I was playing with the AC settings so that it would be cool but not freezing in my room. I think I shut my AC off as I woke up hot before my med alarm went off. […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

27 Aug 18 28.08.2018 03:00:12

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27 Aug 18 I am taking the bus three fricken hours before my appointment and I still don’t have time to write in my journal after I get my drink and maybe some food at Starbucks. I have like maybe a half hour. Damn bus is just not coming at the time I need it […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

9 Aug 2018 10.08.2018 01:23:54

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9 Aug 2018 I had wanted today to be a self-care day. I made breakfast and coffee, then went up to my room, hoping to finish Norse Mythology. I have a few chapter left. I played with my phone and then settled down to read. I read one chapter when the coffee made me really […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Sunday 12 Aug 2018 13.08.2018 01:29:10

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Sunday 12 Aug 18 I did a lot today when I didn’t want to. I planned on doing the laundry and then resting the rest of the day. My mother decided to call me before 10 am to do it as she emptied the hamper in the bathroom but couldn’t pick up the clothes to […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Sunday blog 5 Aug 18 06.08.2018 02:54:52

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Sunday Blog 5 Aug 2018 I’m listening to 1989 again. I spent most of the day sleeping because I woke up around 0530 in pain. Tomorrow I got to go to the pharmacy and get more meds. I can’t fill the ER ones but I think I can fill the ones I take as PRN. […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

just a similar day 18.07.2018 23:24:09

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Just a similar day I saw my mother this morning. She was in pain but doing better than I expected. She will be in the hospital till Friday and then go to rehab. I think she is there just to keep an eye on her sugars and such. Last night I really missed her and […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Busy day 25.07.2018 02:08:25

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Busy day My cousin called me around noonish wanting to know if I still needed to go to Stop and Shop. I said I did. I only had to pick up a few things. My mother also wanted me to return the bottles and can for recycles. I get there and there is an elderly […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Saturday Blog 4 Aug 2018 05.08.2018 01:19:41

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Saturday Blog 4 Aug 2018 I woke up in pain around 0800. I decided to take my morning meds early. I used the bathroom. My mother was eating breakfast and my sister was doing something in the kitchen. She was walking all around so I have no idea what she was doing. I went back […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

3 Aug 2018 04.08.2018 01:51:08

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3 Aug 2018 I left my house around 920 and didn’t come home till around 1645. It was a long day. I made breakfast and packed a lunch. I didn’t finish it all so I might have it for dinner. I wore my black air cast in a white sneaker and my white AFO in […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

2 Aug 2018 04.08.2018 01:51:08

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2 Aug 2018 I left my house around 920 and didn’t come home till around 1645. It was a long day. I made breakfast and packed a lunch. I didn’t finish it all so I might have it for dinner. I wore my black air cast in a white sneaker and my white AFO in […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Lazy Friday 14.07.2018 00:28:12

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Lazy Friday I had a hard time sleeping. I was feeling really achy and couldn’t get comfortable. Around 7 I decided to take my morning meds early so I could sleep. I slept till noon. I wanted coffee and made some. I then made something to eat. I kind of overcooked my eggs as I […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

about today’s therapy session 26.07.2018 03:02:29

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After I wrote my blog last night, I stayed up for maybe an hour and then I crashed. I was so wiped out and knew if I fought it, I was going to get overtired and then sleep whenever. So I basically fell asleep by 2130. But fucking stupid pain woke me at 0100. Again […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Friday Mayhem 07.07.2018 03:09:40

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Friday mayhem I went to sleep early but that didn’t help keep me asleep all night. I woke up several times. Then my med alarm went off. I took my meds. Then slept on and off the next couple of hours. I needed to shave and shower. I wanted to be up around 11 so […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Saturday blog 30-June-18 01.07.2018 03:50:31

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Saturday blog 30 June 18 I woke up at night after a shitty night. Pain kept me up till around 0300 or after. I had taken some Benadryl and that seemed to work. I had looked up cornbread pancakes which I had planned to make, except I fell back to sleep and didn’t get up […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Sunday Blog 15-July-18 16.07.2018 00:28:18

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Sunday Blog 15 July 2018 Only thing I did today was go to Walgreens. My sister made dinner so after I showered, I went downstairs. I didn’t want to go because I didn’t want a flare but my niece called and I couldn’t say no. Food was good. I had a cappuccino after I ate. […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Sunday Blog 22 July 18 23.07.2018 02:10:56

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Sunday blog 22 July 2018 I was having some kind of dream and then in the dream, my ankle started hurting me. I woke up and sure enough, my ankle was hurting. I don’t know why. It was raining so maybe that was the reason. Rain is supposed to happen most of the week. I […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

randomness 23 July 18 24.07.2018 02:10:33

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Randomness 23 July 18 I sent off an email to my psychiatrist sometime last night as I was in so much pain and I was angry. I told her I didn’t want to see her and to say this email is notification of cancellation of our next appt. I eventually went to sleep sometime after […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

24 Aug 18 25.08.2018 00:19:14

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24 Aug 18 I have had a not so great day. My alarm went off a couple of time, I am not sure. I finally shut it off but had no intention to get up. Then my med alarm went off and shit, had to get up because I had to catch the 930 bus. […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

30 Aug 18 31.08.2018 01:33:32

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30 Aug 18 I am in a flare right now because I helped my mother with dinner. I was in my room and she yelled for me so I kind of ran down the stairs to make sure she was alright. Next thing I know she is telling me to do this and that for […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Painsomnia and Midnight Demon Friday 22 June 18 22.06.2018 08:41:49

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I had started a blog on my laptop to publish yesterday but my brain kept getting foggy and couldn’t focus. I knew if I forced myself to write, it would come out crappy. Now it is after 2 am. I can’t sleep. Midnight Demon is out. Has been since 10 but had no writing urges. […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

What if I live? 20.07.2018 02:17:59

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What if I live? Been thinking seriously of ending my life in a few weeks. I plan dates. It helps me cope knowing I have some date to look forward to so I know the misery will end. Usually this happens in a state of despair when my pain levels are high and all I […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

what a fucking day 25.06.2018 02:48:27

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What a fucking day I had painsomnia again last night. Pain was all over the place on my foot and ankle. And so many different types of pain. I was hesitant to take my breakthrough med because I am running low on them until I see my pain doc in two weeks. If the ass […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

1 Aug 2018 02.08.2018 03:56:05

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1 Aug 2018 I thought of a neat title for yesterday’s blog, but I was so tired, I never got to write it. I wrote it while I was at Starbucks today because I messed up my appointment time with my therapist but I have been goofing off on the internet the last 2 hours […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Birth Of A New Brain: Healing From Postpartum Bipolar Disorder | Review 15.05.2018 15:50:59

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My body was wound tighter than a rubber ball on that stretcher and my thoughts ran faster than I could process them. I was wearing…... mehr auf makemommygosomethingsomething.com

CRPS Unpredictability 16.08.2018 06:33:25

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About 45 minutes ago, I have no idea what I did. I was in my normal fetal position with my feet on top of one another. I moved my bad CRPS foot into the curve of my good ankle and it felt like I was trying to snap it in half. I cried. I screamed […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

First day of Fall 22-Sept-18 23.09.2018 01:35:00

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First day of Fall 22 Sept 18 I read a few chapters of the book “Helping the suicidal person” By Dr. Stacey Freedenthal. I bought it because I am a geek in suicidology and because I came to know the therapist through Twitter during a rough patch. I was extremely hopeless and she gave me […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

it is hot and I am hangry 03.07.2018 01:01:04

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It is hot and I am hangry I have been in a kind of pissy mood most of the day. I found out that it is because I am hungry. I felt better once I had breakfast and then didn’t eat again until I got home from therapy. I was so friggen angry. Every moron […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

26-Aug-18 27.08.2018 01:53:11

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26 Aug 18 Didn’t write a blog yesterday. I did a lot of stuff once my groceries delivered. I then crashed around 1430 and I was done for the day. My mother called me for dinner and it took me a half hour to get up and eat something. I stayed up for a little […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

20 Aug 2018 21.08.2018 01:49:48

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20 Aug 2018 I went with my mother to her doctor’s appt. The ride to the doc’s was late. My mother got the return time mixed up. She thought it was later and it wasn’t so the driver wasn’t happy. Then we went to the bank to deal with some issues and we were there […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

One More Light 18.07.2018 05:04:59

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One More Light ****expressions of suicide in this blog are just that. I am blowing off steam, expressing myself because keeping it in hurts too much**** This song by Linkin Park recently won an award for something I cannot remember. I saw it a couple of days ago. I am not surprised as when I […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

When they say you aren’t alone but you really are… 03.07.2018 06:55:12

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Past few months I’ve planned my ending. Now the time has come and it all comes down to me as to whether I go through with it. Sure, I unexpectedly got my pain meds that I waited 9 months for. But I am still in pain. Meds aren’t touching flares or making them bearable. My […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

6 August 2018 07.08.2018 01:29:39

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6 August 2018 I’ve decided for the month of August, I am going to use the date as my title, unless I can come up with a fancier title. I have found that I am just reusing my previous titles and coming up with something fresh is hard, after 6 years of blogging. Can’t believe […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

16 Aug 2018 17.08.2018 02:52:00

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16 Aug 2018 I must have spent too much time in the kitchen. I am sneezing like crazy. The pollen count is high. I am going to take my night meds soon, which has my Allegra. Speaking of Allegra, I got two DMs from them on Twitter, wanting my information. I just ignored them. I […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

long day of doing nothing 26.06.2018 02:07:56

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Long day of doing nothing My day kind of started around 0130 when loud thunderstorms woke me up. It took me a while to get back to sleep. Around 0330, I checked to see if my check had been deposited and it wasn’t. I checked again an hour later, nothing. I went back to sleep. […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

A Pissy and Muggy Monday 17.07.2018 02:24:06

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A Pissy and Muggy Monday I woke up at 0530 from a strange dream, which I do not recall presently. I had to use the bathroom and when I came back, my foot started hurting. I took a breakthrough med but didn’t want to go back to sleep as I knew I would wake up […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Losing my mind with not being able to walk like I used to 28.07.2018 01:44:05

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Losing my mind with not being able to walk like I used to I had a pretty decent sleep. I fell asleep soon after the ball game. They lost. I was so tired that I just laid down and was soon asleep for the first time in a long time. I kind of woke up […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

Diagnosis, pain, and other things on 23 Aug 18 24.08.2018 01:40:22

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Diagnosis, pain, and other things on 23 Aug 18 I saw my neuro today. I have been seeing her for over 10 years. She called me by my birth name and I had to correct her. She said she didn’t notice it before I said something. I said you’ve known me for a long time […]... mehr auf midnightdemons7.wordpress.com

ICD-10: F31.3/Bipolar affektive Störung | Entlassungsbericht 11.06.2018 07:03:57

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